Because even if with all the happy birthdays from the people here, hardly did any come from those who mattered to me most in my life. I mean, my family always does and remember my birthday but heck, even close friends both home and here - what the hell.
It just hurts feeling like a victim of people who somehow treat it like normal, or even wala. Gee, I feel so grateful having had you all as friends. Wow. The fuck.